Today was yet another day of disappointment and failure. To my surprise fate granted me the pleasure of attending the Hartford Fair. This was not an escape from my misery though, for the heat was merciless against my all black clothing. Since I am of very pale complexion, it became no surprise when I received a massive sun burn from the scorching, unforgiving sun. The heat and the burns were the least of my worries though, for I have seen Her walking around the fair. I surly thought that after we graduation that I would never meet up with Her again and my memory of Her destroying my heart and leaving me to die in a torturous hell hole of a life would fade and I could begin feel the illusion of happiness again. I greatly miss smiling, but I haven't smiled since the day I figured out that smiling was just the mask someone wears when expressing their illusion of joy. After I seen her she promised to give me back my heart if I could win a game of Euchre. My partner, who is my only friend on deviantART, and I were incapable of defeating my 2 twins and I remain heartless with the sting of failure still fresh. After I loss miserably, all she could stand to do was laugh at my inevitable failure and walk away with heart in hand. She has repaired the heart that I thought was beyond repair and now holds it hostage. I will spend the rest of my life to win my heart back from her. All I can say now is I hope that you will never experience a series of events this horrible in your own life.